happy wedding day!! ^^

I would like to greet Happy Wedding Day to my cousin, Priscilla mansur and her husband, Polly. Smoga berkekalan dan bahagia selalu^^ The wedding day was held yesterday(27.12.2010), at my cousins home. next to my home actually. huhu. Like usual, the 'tuan rumah' will be very busy making everything is ok. Thanks to all relatives and anggota gereja SDA who come and help us. Thanks God the ceremony succesfully done! ^^ 

I learnt something something yesterday, and I'd like to share with you all... think bout it^^

while I was busy distributing foods to the guest, I saw an old man, sitting on one corner of the camp while eating his meal. His both hand is holding that plate of food. There's nothing strange bout that old man except that his hand is shaking so hard to hold the plate. I guess why. maybe because he is too old and he can't really hold that food-filled plate rightly. Then something pass trough my mind, that life is such a weird. I wonder, how am I going to be when I reach the age of that old man? Am I going to be like him? Am I going to hold things half-dying cause I don't have anymore toughness? and... I realize that such an age is what we call as ' tggal mw tggu msa ja tue...' but it's a thankfulness that he can reach such an age. and yet, he have his own time to get himslef prepared. But, are we going to be  lucky enough to reach such age of that old man? Or are we going to die tomorrow or sooner? because we never know when are we going to be called by Him. am I right? so now, again, a question, are we ready to die? are we ready to face Him? this is all the question that keep 'shooting' me like an M-16 right after I see that old man... never realize that my heart keep beating very, very fast! 

my confession, I think that I am not ready yet to face Him. I have a lot to learn, to understand about life. I'm still a young who haven't yet understand and is trying to find his identity in this unique God creation of earth. what I know is that I am God creation with a heart that keep beating myogenically... give me you guidance God!